Trials and Errors of Learning || Breaking These Cycles - Creatures of Habit

I have learned the most about myself through my errors. There is no greater example, than a personal experience.
A deficiency of proper judgement at times, I suppose.
Feeling now, if I had truly knew better than I had been, practicing ignorance in failing to achieve the happiness and quality of life I now desire.
The mistake I made, previously of living by fate, chance, waiting for the opportunity. I now live by faith, I am the author of my destiny.
The trials I face are only processes that test my patience and endurance.
The will to succeed is what drives me
As if, God and the universe experiments to test the quality of the chosen and select few.
Thus, it is through this process of trial and error that I have found what works for me.
What works for me, is what's right for me, and is all that feels right to me.
The mistakes of my past were only a trail run, the marathon of success has only just begun.
There is no race or short cut, to the success I am for.
There is no finish line to reach, where the pursuit of success will end.
True success has no age, limits, or boundaries.
Success breeds more success.
Great philosophy, prophecy, art, and architect lasts for ages and still remains, as if, the spirit of God exists within the creation of the success.
It is all still based around trial and error.
Even the story of creation itself is trial and error.
With Adam and Eve being the first experimental subjects, failing at obeying the laws of YAH.
Also, the ark of Noah is evidence of an error in creation of sorts.
Yet, God still replenished the Earth and begin the cycle of life again.
Christ consciousness should be the ultimate goal for all creatures existing.
To achieve a level of detachment from the materialistic way of viewing life and transitioning into a state where you acquire a Holy Spirit.
The one, will be one with the universe.
So the question is when will the chosen people unlock this level of greatness and pass the test to achieve the KINGDOM OF HEAVEN. True joy, happiness, and peace for ever and ever.